Opportunity? What opportunity?

*Note: This was written a few weeks ago, a writer thinks their work is never finished. But if I keep that frame of mind nothing will be written on this Blog. Enjoy :)

Red Camaro By Rascal Flatts:

Turn up the music loud 
Take the T top down 
And let the chrome shine
Cruise along the river side

These lyrics make me want to drive a car, just cursing down the wide open road free to roam anywhere. To bad I don't own a license. Yes! I'm 22 years old and don't drive (unless go-carts count) Now believe it or not in my life I haven't needed a license; walking, public transportation, and taxi's have come in handy for me. But listening to this song trying to picture driving, it makes me wonder. What's it like to Tokyo Drift? I can picture being a passenger, that has perks. I can turn up the music loud (unless the driver changes the song), I haven't taken a T top down I don't even know what the hell that is, Chrome shine the car does all the work there, cruise along the river side again drivers choice of location. 

When one hasn't participated in a "Normal" activity it makes you wonder about missing opportunities. Which then leads to going back to the past and stressing about how blind you were in certain situations. We've all done it! Some more than others {This Girl} but the little quote we worry warts should grasp: "You screw up, Good Job! You know what you did wrong let it go, you don't have a time machine." It's hard to let go of the mistakes they hurt, and not the kind of hurt that someone else has put upon you but the hurt you put upon yourself. A person can hurt you, that goes away and forms into strength. The knowing your better, smarter, beautiful, and more fun than what hurt you, that is what sticks around. The knowing is the hurt you lash onto yourself everyday. "How could I have been so stupid!" "What the hell was I thinking?" For me to forgive myself, I'm like the albanian guy in The Da Vinci Code, I bust that whip out for purely punishment ;)


Being in the know makes loosing things harder. Having the information or memories carry importance to you and loosing the opportunity never crosses your mind. You enjoy being in the know. Choosing the right option you make some type of list: 1.) What will this bring me? 2.) Where will I go from here? 3.) Why do I want this? The question that very seldom comes out is: What will my life be like without (Insert Opportunity)? So now the question is Does forward thinking make loosing anything easier?  
Which do you do miss out or get hurt?